12-12-2020

Everything seemed to be going well but now [Redacted] is in some sad blue mood and of course I can't fix it. Also [Redacted] never cooks so theres no food and I"m left eating scraps and I just feel sluggish all day and I'm too broke to fix it in any capacity. Life just seems to be going down and down and I can't help it. 

America is essentially built to keep you down. In other news, I really need [Redacted] to be more vocal bc then I'm just going to close up. And we'll both be sad and seperated. 

I already voiced to her how if she gets removed then I'll feel unwanted and we're back here again. I don't want this to end, but having to be just blocked twice a month is insane. 

I just want shit to be 100.