12-13-2020
[Redacted] was, in my point of view, disregarding off my emotions and claims that I don't listen. I'm doing my best in trying to be there and attentive, but she won't let me. Theres something she expects me to do that she's not telling me. Without telling me and having a blank expression with me and being very curt reminds me of my mom. Not understanding this and talking about it, continuing doing so has led me to believe that she doesn't like me anymore. And i've essentially believed it. I feel this is very one sided. and she expects validation from everyone and if that not met then everyone is against her. It's affecting me mentally now. I can't have this for school. Whatever she does she expects back. Gift spending especially. I'm not putting school aside for some cuddles or something. She wants to be independent but is equally dependent.