3-3-2021

What am I doing in Los Angeles. I've ruined and hurt so many people. I hurt [Redacted], [Redacted], [Redacted], [Redacted], [Redacted], [Redacted], my cousins. I'm just floating in time. nobody is here. Everyone's doing so much and I'm holding on to so much of my past. Its the past, move on. 

You're forgotten. Your name doesn't echo, you didn't make an impact in anyones lives. You think you're doing so much than you think you have. Stop thinking people care. They're preoccupied in their space, nobody sad drinks like you with a mask of happiness. Get over yourself. 

Its their job to talk to you and make you feel loved, and you eat it up. Its the diet that increased your weight. Take a real dose of reality.