6-7-2021

Its been 3 months since I wrote in here. I wrote a small entry in [Redacted] realm in me. I wonder if she's going to bring it up one day. I know she knows, her body language was too strong. I can't believe I wasted gas to see her. I'm a fucking fool to think anyone stays thinking of me?! me?! I really so full of myself. I can't believe it.

She left her phone unlocked when she went into the bathroom, I wonder why. She kept the texting somewhat secret. Should I of have taken a look. 

no

thats rude. Maybe I need to move on... but how. I stay with exes too long. [Redacted] & I were friends for like an extra 5 months now [Redacted] and I. When I (????) If never works.

I'm a pathetic drunk. I am.

When will I amount to something - and you're crying. You're so pathetic

She's not crying.

She's moved

on. Why

can't you.

You dumb 

bitch.