Journal Entries

These are all journal entries from a journal I bought way back the summer of 2020. In these posts I will also include entries that I have written on notepads, scraps of paper, and stories from memories that I get reminded of when looking at certain objects or photographs. TW these stories and posts may contain the following: MH,MI, Food, ED. Violent Imagery, SA, SI, an SH.

If any of the aforementioned will put you in a negative state of mind, I don't advise reading the posts on the journal category. I'm transcribing what I wrote verbatim onto my website so people can get to know me.

Journals

Night After Night 2-5-2021

Work is going to be happening soon, allegedly. If it doesn't thought what am I to do? Should I call unemployment and confront them about the lack of funds I've...

Night After Night 2-5-2021

Work is going to be happening soon, allegedly. If it doesn't thought what am I to do? Should I call unemployment and confront them about the lack of funds I've...

2-2-2021

Its really getting to that point where I don't know why I try so hard to do so much.  I'm frustrated with myself. I can't turn my assignments in on...

2-2-2021

Its really getting to that point where I don't know why I try so hard to do so much.  I'm frustrated with myself. I can't turn my assignments in on...

12-19-2020

I think this is the beginning of the relationship decline for us.

12-19-2020

I think this is the beginning of the relationship decline for us.

12-13-2020

This one seems to be a rant of the relationship I was in.

12-13-2020

This one seems to be a rant of the relationship I was in.

12-12-2020

Everything seemed to be going well but now [Redacted] is in some sad blue mood and of course I can't fix it. Also [Redacted] never cooks so theres no food and I"m...

12-12-2020

Everything seemed to be going well but now [Redacted] is in some sad blue mood and of course I can't fix it. Also [Redacted] never cooks so theres no food and I"m...

12-6-2020

I don't think I am perfect, nor have I ever been perfect.

12-6-2020

I don't think I am perfect, nor have I ever been perfect.